Who Am I?
I don’t even know anymore. I go through each day feeling lost and alone. My family doesn’t speak to me, I have no real friends, even my husband doesn’t seem to care, except when he wants sex. And even then, it’s the same move every time. I often find summer the hardest for me. I see people all over social media posting pictures of them getting together with friends for dinner, group camping trips, play dates, and more. I’m not sure how I got here, but I have none of that. Nobody in my life thinks of inviting me or my kids along to anything. Anytime I try to initiate, I get rejections and excuses. So I’ve stopped trying. Some people would say to keep putting yourself out there, but I’m so tired of getting hurt over and over again Tomorrow is my wedding anniversary and my husband is so preoccupied with work that I doubt he’ll remember and the kids are to addicted to screens to even notice (but that’s a post for another day)